What's next?

I, like many other people, wonder what is going to happen next! I know that that past eighteen months have been trying. People that I have known for most of my life have proven to be dishonest and unchristian and have deliberately tried to destroy my and my family's lives. I have been subjected to the worst surgery of my life and discovered that I have some fairly serious on-going problems, physically. It would be easy for me to get down and out and just give up on Christianity, It certainly doesn't seem to be working for me! Then I have to stop and think: Christianity isn't just for me. My task is to spread it to others. Those who have behaved in an un Christlike  way will perhaps have a change of heart, the lost of the community still need to be reached, the need is for Christianity to be distributed through me, not to me: I already know I am saved and walking with the Lord! Even when it gets as bad as it seems to be able to get, there is always the need for Christ followers!